my dad has anger problems. maybe thats why i flip sometimes, but they say some really nasty things, that if i tried to confront them, they wouldnt care. they’d think it was funny. both my parents arent serious enough. its nice being able to laugh things off, but its came to the point now where i physically cant stand it.
my friend rosie came to mine the other day, and my mum started making remarks about my makeup. she said i lookedlike a tart, and that her friend had told her that half the girls in my school (her friend kate works in my school ) go round orange. which i dont. honostly. i never wear foundation, because it brings out my spots, and i can neverfind a tone that suits me. she was really having a go at me by this point, and i told her she was taking the p iss out of me. i got absolutely blasted. my friend agreed that wasnt fair, and that mum wasripping it out of me, and that a mother shouldnt speak to her daughter like that. which i think is right.
just before i went down statairs, to go on my xbox, but when mum heard me she shouted my name to pass her some thing my 6 year old brother got for xmas. i gave it to her, and she asked what i wanted downstairs. i said i wanted to play guitar hero, then she told me no. i said that it wasnt fair on me and that she knows i dont get to sleep till really late, which is true. i think i have insomnia. then she started imitating my voice, making me sound al babyish and immature. i said i dont sound like that, then she said yes you do. she kept saying that until i walked out the room. hat really hurt me, and i felt like crying and smashing something.i still have a lump in my throat now.
the other week i was going into town with some mates, then my mum said i looked like a tramp by the way i dressed. in front of my friends, and my boyfriend. this really embarrassed me, and i ended up storming out the car, and not going. i felt really bad cos my friends had their day ruined, but so had i. it feltawful. she’s always told me what to wear, and how i should start eating better because i am putting on weight. that upset me aswell. i dont think i am overweight. infact im not. not anymore. i’d go on the wii fit every night to try and lose weight, but i couldnt doit.
i am 12 yearsold. i dont deserve tobe talked to like tha by my parents. no one does. and its really affecting what i do. t really needs to stop but i dont know how i will do it. please help me!